hiiiiiiiiiiii xoxoxoxo i love all of youuuuuuuuu welcome 2 my first blog!!!!! i have ran a secret blog before, but its time to be myself..
I guess to start off i'll tell you all about me just moving to NYC recently and yaaa. as soon as i turned 18 i bought a 1 way ticket to new york with just enough money to pay for my first months airbnb, no job, Uhhhhh no friends no family really nothing but Gods Blessings and Angels Amen. I remember when I moved into my airbnb for the month it was in Bushwick and windowless and the size of a closet. it was a hostel too so like i shared it with 4 other people it was so intense i remember walking over to the sink and roaches were just frolicking over all of the dishes. guys this was 1500$ a month too!!!! and thats one of the cheapest i could find that would accept me .... all i brought was a single suitcase and backpack so i was wearing the same 3 outfits on rotation.... one of my first days in Bushwick was july 4th and i went to see the fireworks around idk 9 or 10pm at Maria Hernandez park. (like a 10 min walk from where i was staying) and literally on my walk back I heard women screaming and multiple loud bangss from a few streets over? maybe the next street? idk but it felt close. i thought it was gunshots and i just minded my business and kept walking back to my place. I eventually got to one street where i saw big clouds of smoke and heard sirens coming from the distance and literally i saw this group of guys taking the big commercial fireworks and aiming them at pedastrians!!!!wtf!!! it was literally from across the street i had to go to so i clutched my purse so hard and ran the opposite direction like so fast i could feel the wind on my face and my hair sticking to my lipgloss. i remember coming home to a roommate and explaining everything like so shocked and scared and half out of breath and she was like "oh yea be careful i saw something like that on the news it happens" like so calmly?!?!?honestly it felt more like India than new york city. i quickly moved out of the airbnb 1 week in because of how bad the area was, i really dont know why the gays love Bushwick so much its scary and dirty and at least where i was staying, it felt like i was walking through a post nuclear zone full of fented out zombies and mid twenties women with microbangs. GOD BLESS the people who have to wake up everyday and live in that godforsaken place. 
anywayssssssss nowwww I live 15 mins from the beach of coney island. i love it here because the food is sosososo cheap like and theres a million fruit markets on every street. its a local community of only chinese people and russians/slavs like seriously i cant remember the last time i saw a POC here or a homeless person. its so safe its boring no parting here really its sooo quiet at night, and like to go out anywhere you have to take the train for 20 to 30 minutes. 
Omg this is such a short blog but really i have to go but heres photos of my new kitty from NYC i love youuuuu i love youuuuu all 